Feelings....

Finally i got the chance to sign in on my blogger to update my blog...such a loooong time im left out here...

Recently many things have happened in my life no matter happy or sad...
Time was passing so fast..its already Feb of 2010...i cant imagine that CNY is just in few days more.Im so afraid of it...because after CNY is my exam...Semester 4 was not an easy year for me.All the topic that we study was all about the diseases,that was so boring...

During this semester,I started to think that am i really good enough to become a nurse??I know its too late to think of it since im already half way through the course,but i just cant stop myself...due to some reason...anyway,wateva it is..i just have to be tough and get through it...i believe that God will lead my way...i just cant stop keep praying to God that He will show me wat i have chose was correct for me...whenever i think of i'll be graduating next June,i'll feel so scared and anxious about it...far away from my family and friends to Singapore.Facing all the new people,new environment..suddenly a feeling of loneliness overcome me.

One more things that i found out after studying here was DO NOT EVER JUDGE A PERSON FROM OUTSIDE!!just like do not judge a book from its cover...seriously,i have been living for 20years and not long ago only i realized that a person that was very very close to you can back stabbed you in the same time.That was so scary.Some people are not as kind as what you think of..im just so naive believing that everyone was liking you and wanted to be friend with you.So from now on i have make up my mind that i should not believe in people so easily...

Last but not least,i just wanted to express my feeling here to overcome my tension.Im not a talkative person and thus i cant tell out my feelings to others easily,that was a very difficult things for me..so if only through writing i can express wateva that was kept in my heart for a long time..now i felt much more relieved...

To all my family,relatives,friends,colleagues,brothers an sisters...I love you all and may God blesses each and everyone of you with a happy life everyday...Take care. ;-)