Argh....
Im so tired...feeling so lazy....
I seriously need a looooooong break/holiday,but there's no looooooooooooong holiday for me...
otokeh??
Just stop by at 1 of my friend's blog,found out that she was referring her blog to me,it was like reporting to me..hahaha..recalled back that i asked her to start blogging so that we can exchange news.hehe..anyway,im missing u guys here....but i cant meet up with u all cz we are all so busy with our own study,otokeh???
Im so addicted to the Korean show -We got married!!!It appearred in my mind all the times and im feeling so so down for not able to watch it...1 thought even come to my mind that i wanna give up nursing and start the course about mass media so that i can get myself into the celebrity world and get closer to my idol..hahaha...wat a thought!! but seriously,i was severely 'poisoned'!!!otokeh???
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
almost the end...
Its almost december now.....
A whole new year is coming....
Final semester has come....
In this 3 years,there are lots and lots of things had happened,
and i had gone through many things as well,
happy,exciting,interesting,weird,troublesome,depressing,surprising...
just wanna solve/complete/finish everything before the new year come...
all the trouble please stay away from me...
i want a whole new/different life in a whole new year!!!
for the time being,
GAMBATE!!! FIGHTING!!
^^
A whole new year is coming....
Final semester has come....
In this 3 years,there are lots and lots of things had happened,
and i had gone through many things as well,
happy,exciting,interesting,weird,troublesome,depressing,surprising...
just wanna solve/complete/finish everything before the new year come...
all the trouble please stay away from me...
i want a whole new/different life in a whole new year!!!
for the time being,
GAMBATE!!! FIGHTING!!
^^
Monday, September 13, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Being a nurse..
As a nurse,we have to be
1. very patience to each and every 1 of the patient.
2. very passionate to your works.
3. very responsible on your duty.
4. very observant on what is happening to the patient or surrounding
5. very well known of the habit of the doctors
6. and ect, ect,ect.......
I used to grumble sometimes when i was caring for the patient.
They order us to do this,order us to do that...i was like ' excuse me,im not ur servant or maid k,could u please just stop commanding me.'
Not only the patient,some staff nurse also non stop ordering.' dik, tolong buat ni.','dik, tolong buat tu.' The work on hand was not finish yet, and you are already given a few new work to be completed.
Thats why i was grumbling about being a student nurse....
Buy recently,some kind of feeling shock me..
It was like, when a patient needed you so much,and they was like very upset when they get to know u are only assigned in this ward for 1 week, and they will say thank you to you non-stop for helping them and caring for them, suddenly I felt that everything was worth it just because the appreciation and recognition a patient gave..
Guess I have to work some more harder in caring truthfully for my patient.
Caring coming from the heart....
Hmm....guess so i can handle this.. ;P
1. very patience to each and every 1 of the patient.
2. very passionate to your works.
3. very responsible on your duty.
4. very observant on what is happening to the patient or surrounding
5. very well known of the habit of the doctors
6. and ect, ect,ect.......
I used to grumble sometimes when i was caring for the patient.
They order us to do this,order us to do that...i was like ' excuse me,im not ur servant or maid k,could u please just stop commanding me.'
Not only the patient,some staff nurse also non stop ordering.' dik, tolong buat ni.','dik, tolong buat tu.' The work on hand was not finish yet, and you are already given a few new work to be completed.
Thats why i was grumbling about being a student nurse....
Buy recently,some kind of feeling shock me..
It was like, when a patient needed you so much,and they was like very upset when they get to know u are only assigned in this ward for 1 week, and they will say thank you to you non-stop for helping them and caring for them, suddenly I felt that everything was worth it just because the appreciation and recognition a patient gave..
Guess I have to work some more harder in caring truthfully for my patient.
Caring coming from the heart....
Hmm....guess so i can handle this.. ;P
Monday, August 30, 2010
Hmmm..wat should i say??
so many things happened around me....
i cant express it in words....
coz its too much....
too troublesome...
and too long......
and of coz im wordless about it..(some)
eg,the class incident,family.........this was really really fire me....argh....
just feeling so so so so tense recently....
so helpless....
with all my pimples coming out and attack me when i was weak....
and with my unpredictable mood swing....
i just dun like this ME....
plz get away from me....
i want to be me myself again.....
hmm....a little relieve...haha..im just so simple...haha...
something that can be share about
1...HELP University College - 30 Hour Famime Camp
~ one word to describe--awesome
--meaningful
--amazing
--fun
--crazy
-- enjoyable
~ it was really a memorable moment for us who took part in this event...u will never realize u
can really help in doing so little things...the most challenging part was starving for 30 hours
and not bathing in between.the feeling of a street child....i understand that feeling
now...clearly...by all the amazing games(working non stop,being force to work in the night
market--drug,sex workers,caught by the police,run away from the police,sleep in the park
with all the card board...)...so LIGHTENED UP THEIR LIFE!!! hope to change the world by
doing all this work..spread to others,NO URBAN POVERTY!!lets do it...i will do my best part
to help...i swear...
2. Youth Alpha in church
~ already been in this KRG for a year,and everytime feel so empty and down because it was
like everyone have known each other for long,and me myself cant get into their group...it was
like being left alone...dun like this kind feeling--loneliness...BUT BUT BUT...now,it was all
different,since Alpha,getting to know more about God,trying my best to fellowship with each
other,trying my best to pray to God to help me...this feeling have left me..im one of the big
family now...i can feel it sometimes..so the only thing i have not done was being the 1 who
serve the Lord..so...target...I WANNA BE THE ONE OF THEM...WHO SERVES THE GOD
THAT LOVES US...
3. Again we gather together
~ this was referring to all my primary schools friends...
~ since we have re-gather in the facebook,there are so many event that we have been through
2gt...and its was so touching that even though i had just join them in standard 6,i was not
being left alone..and i feel like another family there...
~ the 1st reunion gathering--weird,shy,coz long time no see...so didn't talk much
~ the birthday celebration--for pei wen and kah wei, better,but still not much talking,maybe
the table is too long..haha..
~ the welcoming party-- for wei jing,much better,chit chat about primary funny things,ghost
story by bell was incredible,makes u never ever wanna talk about ghost in front of her
again...midnite movies...wow...feel so closer to each other again...
~ the farewell party-- again for wei jing,this was..wow..no strange feeling..it was like we all have
back to primary...barbeque...although some of them just sitting there ...but we enjoy to the
maximum during the hours...
~ i was really really happy and to meet with all of them,cant believe that i just know them for 1
year(the shortest) but our friendship is the longest..thank you so much for bringing so much
fun to me..we really cherrish each moment we spent 2gt...friends 4veer...and cant wait to
meet up with all of u for the upcoming event..
4.OSCE result was out
~ huiyo...luckily i PASSED...although it was at the edge of bounderies,but feel so so so relieve
after getting to know my result..i was expecting i will failed the OSCE this time cz i do it very
badly...but Thank God i passed...so must work hard for my summative as what Ms.Premila
had told me..actually she was asking me why have my mark went down,is it due to too much
stress in this sem cz of the class...haih...how should i answer her....anyway,juz gonna do my
best of the best in summative...Gambate!!!
Lastly,i was just hoping that everything will be fine soon...let the trouble and problem be solved...im not sure how long more can i stand for all this...i shall ask some help from some1,but who?? God......is the answer..i hope...i'll give it some time....yeah...maybe this is the only way...i shall be patient...
Be Happy(^..^)
i cant express it in words....
coz its too much....
too troublesome...
and too long......
and of coz im wordless about it..(some)
eg,the class incident,family.........this was really really fire me....argh....
just feeling so so so so tense recently....
so helpless....
with all my pimples coming out and attack me when i was weak....
and with my unpredictable mood swing....
i just dun like this ME....
plz get away from me....
i want to be me myself again.....
hmm....a little relieve...haha..im just so simple...haha...
something that can be share about
1...HELP University College - 30 Hour Famime Camp
~ one word to describe--awesome
--meaningful
--amazing
--fun
--crazy
-- enjoyable
~ it was really a memorable moment for us who took part in this event...u will never realize u
can really help in doing so little things...the most challenging part was starving for 30 hours
and not bathing in between.the feeling of a street child....i understand that feeling
now...clearly...by all the amazing games(working non stop,being force to work in the night
market--drug,sex workers,caught by the police,run away from the police,sleep in the park
with all the card board...)...so LIGHTENED UP THEIR LIFE!!! hope to change the world by
doing all this work..spread to others,NO URBAN POVERTY!!lets do it...i will do my best part
to help...i swear...
2. Youth Alpha in church
~ already been in this KRG for a year,and everytime feel so empty and down because it was
like everyone have known each other for long,and me myself cant get into their group...it was
like being left alone...dun like this kind feeling--loneliness...BUT BUT BUT...now,it was all
different,since Alpha,getting to know more about God,trying my best to fellowship with each
other,trying my best to pray to God to help me...this feeling have left me..im one of the big
family now...i can feel it sometimes..so the only thing i have not done was being the 1 who
serve the Lord..so...target...I WANNA BE THE ONE OF THEM...WHO SERVES THE GOD
THAT LOVES US...
3. Again we gather together
~ this was referring to all my primary schools friends...
~ since we have re-gather in the facebook,there are so many event that we have been through
2gt...and its was so touching that even though i had just join them in standard 6,i was not
being left alone..and i feel like another family there...
~ the 1st reunion gathering--weird,shy,coz long time no see...so didn't talk much
~ the birthday celebration--for pei wen and kah wei, better,but still not much talking,maybe
the table is too long..haha..
~ the welcoming party-- for wei jing,much better,chit chat about primary funny things,ghost
story by bell was incredible,makes u never ever wanna talk about ghost in front of her
again...midnite movies...wow...feel so closer to each other again...
~ the farewell party-- again for wei jing,this was..wow..no strange feeling..it was like we all have
back to primary...barbeque...although some of them just sitting there ...but we enjoy to the
maximum during the hours...
~ i was really really happy and to meet with all of them,cant believe that i just know them for 1
year(the shortest) but our friendship is the longest..thank you so much for bringing so much
fun to me..we really cherrish each moment we spent 2gt...friends 4veer...and cant wait to
meet up with all of u for the upcoming event..
4.OSCE result was out
~ huiyo...luckily i PASSED...although it was at the edge of bounderies,but feel so so so relieve
after getting to know my result..i was expecting i will failed the OSCE this time cz i do it very
badly...but Thank God i passed...so must work hard for my summative as what Ms.Premila
had told me..actually she was asking me why have my mark went down,is it due to too much
stress in this sem cz of the class...haih...how should i answer her....anyway,juz gonna do my
best of the best in summative...Gambate!!!
Lastly,i was just hoping that everything will be fine soon...let the trouble and problem be solved...im not sure how long more can i stand for all this...i shall ask some help from some1,but who?? God......is the answer..i hope...i'll give it some time....yeah...maybe this is the only way...i shall be patient...
Be Happy(^..^)
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Updating....
Primary School Gathering
posing,posing,posing....
Nice view......
love this place very much....but its hot...
last photo taking at the shalley that we stayed.....
Last week went to the primary school gathering.That was so unbelievable that we can still keep in contact after such a long time,that was 8 years ago since we get to know each other.We were having so much fun during the gathering.Non-stop chattering and laughter until we changed our place from Garden cafe in 1U to mamak stall at Aman Puri.
Really appreciate and thanks to PuiTheng,May Ean and those who tag the photo so that we are linked back together again.And thanks to facebook so that we can keep in touch and update ourself for any event. Really enjoy very much recalling all the memory from primary school with all my friends although i didn't really talk much there.LOL...Thanks so much guys and love you all...
Group photo by the profesional photograher Desmond Siew-our 4ever class rep
posing,posing,posing....
Pulau Lang Tengah Trip
This was the time that I was waiting for during my annual leave.HAHa...I was so excited to go for this Lang Tengah trip with my friends bacause thats the time where we can really relax,keep our mind out of nursing and enjoy ourselves...and of course it is because this was the 1st trip that Im going with friends by aeroplane!!!!Syok,syok,syok!!
I can't believe that the person that love to sleep so much like Faranizza,Winnie,and me would go to the airport and overnight there.We don't even sleep in the airport but keep our eyes open by playing games and facebook-ing...that was so uncredible!!!The 3 of us were so excited counting down the time for our flight.
After 1hour of boat to the pulau,finally we reached our destination.the sea was extremely clear until we can see the bottom clearly.Although Lang Tengah was not as big as Redang but there was really nice.
The most enjoyable activity was snorkeling.This was the 1st time I was so close to all the fishes.The fishes was just swam passing you all the time.some were in a big group and that was sooooo nice and wonderful and peaceful looking at the fishes.We even swam in the middle of sea.This was a very 1st and good experience for me.I believe that diving was much more fun and im goin to try it if i have the chance.
I can't describe much how wonderful the place is and people just got to go there and experience themselves for it.The sky there at night was full with star and i love it so much.Sitting on the beach and looking at the sky,wat a relaxing event.Hahaha..don't have much chance to enjoy like this.
Hope to visit some other place like this again in the future.
Nice view......
love this place very much....but its hot...
last photo taking at the shalley that we stayed.....
Results
Finally I got back my result for my Sem 4 exam...CGPA 3.8..overall was not bad..what I expect was higher honestly.But after thinking thoroughly,actually this result was quite good already coz im a last minute person,i don't study until the last minute of my exam.So when i told my mother the result she was happy with it.I used to compare my result with others last time because I believe that Im a person that cannot lose to others.But now I keep on telling myself that study for your own,for your future,do not care about others..after trying for so long,I finally did bear that in mind and changed myself.Now it has come to the end of my Sem 4 and going to Sem 5..wishes everything will go on smoothly and no more big trouble coming in to distrupt my study.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
。。。
时间不留人，很快的我的人生已经来到了二十年，听起来二十岁已经很大了，但是其实我一点都不 想长大叻。。。。
因为
长大了就有某些事情不能做，做了别人可能会说你幼稚。
长大了就要开始想着未来，虽然我已经不用在忧愁改天要做什么，要怎么做，但是一想到以后每天都要去上班，一种感觉沉重的负担就涌上心头来了。
长大了就要学会坚强，不能什么小事都拿哭来解决，别人会说你很脆弱，爱哭鬼！
长大了要面对很多时事情，很烦人的事情。。。。
但是有一件事情让我想赶快长大的就是，我要赶快长大赚钱买车买房子。要赚钱去环游世界！！
因为
长大了就有某些事情不能做，做了别人可能会说你幼稚。
长大了就要开始想着未来，虽然我已经不用在忧愁改天要做什么，要怎么做，但是一想到以后每天都要去上班，一种感觉沉重的负担就涌上心头来了。
长大了就要学会坚强，不能什么小事都拿哭来解决，别人会说你很脆弱，爱哭鬼！
长大了要面对很多时事情，很烦人的事情。。。。
但是有一件事情让我想赶快长大的就是，我要赶快长大赚钱买车买房子。要赚钱去环游世界！！
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
人与人
人与人之间的关系真的很奇妙。
你可以和一个陌生人做朋友，
你可以和一个从不同地区来的人做朋友，
你可以和一个不同种族的人做朋友，
你可以和一个跟你一起长大的邻居做朋友，
但是，为什么往往做了朋友却要有一堆的问题出现来干扰呢？？？
我曾经听人说人与人吵架能够更加促进之间的感情，这是真的吗？？？
我并不觉得是这样，反而使吵架过后始终都会有一根刺在心里。
如果我说错的话，
那为什么以前那么要好的朋友会变得如此生疏？
为什么擦肩而过都不会像以前一样微笑打招呼？
为什么彼此再也没有共同的话题可以了？？
太多太多的为什么。。。。。
这样的关系要为此到几时？？为什么好好关系会搞到这种下场？？
为什么妒忌心要这么重？？
为什么语气要这么重呢？？
我并不是再说谁对谁错，这完全是给我自己的一篇文章，只是需要发泄发泄罢了！！
所以，李环，加油吧！打起精神来面对所有的难题吧。。世界末日还没到叻。。哈哈。。你是可以的！！！
你可以和一个陌生人做朋友，
你可以和一个从不同地区来的人做朋友，
你可以和一个不同种族的人做朋友，
你可以和一个跟你一起长大的邻居做朋友，
但是，为什么往往做了朋友却要有一堆的问题出现来干扰呢？？？
我曾经听人说人与人吵架能够更加促进之间的感情，这是真的吗？？？
我并不觉得是这样，反而使吵架过后始终都会有一根刺在心里。
如果我说错的话，
那为什么以前那么要好的朋友会变得如此生疏？
为什么擦肩而过都不会像以前一样微笑打招呼？
为什么彼此再也没有共同的话题可以了？？
太多太多的为什么。。。。。
这样的关系要为此到几时？？为什么好好关系会搞到这种下场？？
为什么妒忌心要这么重？？
为什么语气要这么重呢？？
我并不是再说谁对谁错，这完全是给我自己的一篇文章，只是需要发泄发泄罢了！！
所以，李环，加油吧！打起精神来面对所有的难题吧。。世界末日还没到叻。。哈哈。。你是可以的！！！
Monday, February 8, 2010
Feelings....
Finally i got the chance to sign in on my blogger to update my blog...such a loooong time im left out here...
Recently many things have happened in my life no matter happy or sad...
Time was passing so fast..its already Feb of 2010...i cant imagine that CNY is just in few days more.Im so afraid of it...because after CNY is my exam...Semester 4 was not an easy year for me.All the topic that we study was all about the diseases,that was so boring...
During this semester,I started to think that am i really good enough to become a nurse??I know its too late to think of it since im already half way through the course,but i just cant stop myself...due to some reason...anyway,wateva it is..i just have to be tough and get through it...i believe that God will lead my way...i just cant stop keep praying to God that He will show me wat i have chose was correct for me...whenever i think of i'll be graduating next June,i'll feel so scared and anxious about it...far away from my family and friends to Singapore.Facing all the new people,new environment..suddenly a feeling of loneliness overcome me.
One more things that i found out after studying here was DO NOT EVER JUDGE A PERSON FROM OUTSIDE!!just like do not judge a book from its cover...seriously,i have been living for 20years and not long ago only i realized that a person that was very very close to you can back stabbed you in the same time.That was so scary.Some people are not as kind as what you think of..im just so naive believing that everyone was liking you and wanted to be friend with you.So from now on i have make up my mind that i should not believe in people so easily...
Last but not least,i just wanted to express my feeling here to overcome my tension.Im not a talkative person and thus i cant tell out my feelings to others easily,that was a very difficult things for me..so if only through writing i can express wateva that was kept in my heart for a long time..now i felt much more relieved...
To all my family,relatives,friends,colleagues,brothers an sisters...I love you all and may God blesses each and everyone of you with a happy life everyday...Take care. ;-)
Recently many things have happened in my life no matter happy or sad...
Time was passing so fast..its already Feb of 2010...i cant imagine that CNY is just in few days more.Im so afraid of it...because after CNY is my exam...Semester 4 was not an easy year for me.All the topic that we study was all about the diseases,that was so boring...
During this semester,I started to think that am i really good enough to become a nurse??I know its too late to think of it since im already half way through the course,but i just cant stop myself...due to some reason...anyway,wateva it is..i just have to be tough and get through it...i believe that God will lead my way...i just cant stop keep praying to God that He will show me wat i have chose was correct for me...whenever i think of i'll be graduating next June,i'll feel so scared and anxious about it...far away from my family and friends to Singapore.Facing all the new people,new environment..suddenly a feeling of loneliness overcome me.
One more things that i found out after studying here was DO NOT EVER JUDGE A PERSON FROM OUTSIDE!!just like do not judge a book from its cover...seriously,i have been living for 20years and not long ago only i realized that a person that was very very close to you can back stabbed you in the same time.That was so scary.Some people are not as kind as what you think of..im just so naive believing that everyone was liking you and wanted to be friend with you.So from now on i have make up my mind that i should not believe in people so easily...
Last but not least,i just wanted to express my feeling here to overcome my tension.Im not a talkative person and thus i cant tell out my feelings to others easily,that was a very difficult things for me..so if only through writing i can express wateva that was kept in my heart for a long time..now i felt much more relieved...
To all my family,relatives,friends,colleagues,brothers an sisters...I love you all and may God blesses each and everyone of you with a happy life everyday...Take care. ;-)
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