........

Memories aren't stored in the heart or the head or even the soul,
if you ask me,
but in the spaces between any given two people....

Sometimes,
when you don't ask questions,
it's not because you are afraid that someone will lie to your face,
it's because you're afraid they'll you the truth....

Don't you agree with it???

Friends....

What's the meaning of friends???
Those that staying by your side no matter what happen??
Those that always laugh 2gt with u,share their problem with u??
Those that need u when they are down??
All of the above??
or what????

Sometimes its really happy hanging around with a tons of friends.
The time we
spend 2gt,
play 2gt,
laugh 2gt,
study 2gt,
cry 2gt,
worry 2gt....
this is the time i enjoy the most...

But there are time to be down around friends too....
When there are some complication arises, how would u solve it??
How would u not be sad and down and worried about it...???
There are some problems that can't be solve....
I can't tell this to anybody...coz no 1 will understand...
even if i tried to explain,it will make things more complicated,so what i can do was just ignore it,try to forget it,and let it be....but does this really solve the problem??
Of course not.....
Argh....im really tired of it....
Im giving up....fed up of it....

Anxiety....

Anxiety is the feeling that something unpleasant or dangerous is about to happen.

When anxiety is a rational response to recognizable danger, it is not a problem.

What make life difficult is when this feeling of anxiety intrudes as a person for no obvious reason.

So.....

For those who experience anxiety disorders, LAUGHTER might be the best medicines.

Sick....

Im sick.....before this i got fever,headache,soar throat....
arh....pity me...
now i got flu and cough!!!
Im so scare,my tutor said there r 2nd strike of H1N1 virus spreading in the invisible air alr...haih...wat a news...

But i still don't like to see doctor...so bless me and hope that i can recover fast...
Shhh....don't let my mom know about this,if not she will start worrying again...

Exam is just 1 more week to go and i still not prepared yet,how am i going to sit for the exam??!!Haiz...im so so so worried...from now on im gotta keep study,study,and study...i think i cant do that la,studying all the time,that won't be me lee huan anymore...so i will try my best la...Gambate!!!

.....................

Every1 was home this week.Im so lonely....i wanna go back also la!!!!

Argh!!!Feel so unsecure....i miss my house,i miss my family.....i wanna go back but unfortunately i cant!!!!i hate it.....hate it........

i cant study....cannot concentrate at all.....
i cant sleep.....dunno why??!!
i cant eat....i mean egg and chicken....because of my leg rashes...
haih...wat am i suppose to do to pass this 3 days????

boring boring boring boring boring.................

Everything

Im baptized!!!!wow..feel so great...and i have learned to speak in tongue..hmm...not quite used to it yet,but it did make me felt peaceful and comfort after doing it,so i'll work on it...

Anyway,the Youth Alpha Weeked away at El-Shaddie was fantastic,it was full of fun and joy.I did really enjoy it very very much.But unfortunately it was only 1 night we were staying,its soooooo unsatisfying.....anyway,im great that i went because I really laernt something from the Holy Spirit session..and the games was very interesting and challenging..the conclusion was FUN FUN FUN.....Youth Alpha Rockz..

Latest news:

Our group 2/08 was the CHAMPION of all the others group!!!clap clap clap!!!!haha...actually we have the most less time to practice for sports day bcoz we were having our posting the week before sports day...i felt we really are great!!!yay!!!!keep it up......i love 2/08 (when they are united la of cz)hehe...

I went to Genting after the Sports DAy with a gang of my friends,its really fun.We even took a photo with a huge snake.Eww....its so scary!!the skin....and for the 1st time of life i went to play the most heart-attacking game-hmm...i forgotten the name.hehe..dats the game that will fall from a very high altitude....i oso dunno how to describe it,but i think most of us knew wat im trying to said.haha...and its the 1st time there are almost 20 of us goin out 2gt...feel so happy for the trip...hope there will be another trip in the future.

After the tiring Sports Day,we are goin to have our formative exam soon....arh....!!!!im so scared and worried abt it cz i havent started any of my revision!!!!!Im so dead!!!Plus,the syllabus for Sem 3 was not easy,its all related to the diseases,very very hard...God bless me,please take away my lazy-ness and give me strengh so i can concentrate more on my study...i got to start studying,dun be lazy!!!!yeah yeah,dats wat i should do...but i cant concentrate!!!!!arhg...try,try,try,dats wat i can do....GAMBATE!!!!

My leg got infected again!!!!I hate it !!!! And this time its on the other leg.Today i went back and mama bring me to see a 'Sifu',he said its bcz of the 'snake',so he had stop the snake from spreading to the other side.OMG!!I never ever thought of that,sounds so serious after listening to what he had explained to us...so now I hope that I can recover fast...I want to eat egg and chicken,and of cz all my favourite seafood!!!!

Actually i have set some goal for myself.
1)Pray for everyone everyday
2)Diet till im 55kg(haha)
3)Study study study
4)Smile
5)Keep away all the negative thoughts
so...hope i can really achieve it!!!!I must achieve it!!!!Go Go GO!!!!

Hahaha......im a bit crazy recently...dunno y????!!!

烦恼........

最近开始学了hip hop foundation dance,真的超难学的，对我这些不是很喜欢跳舞的人来说，又懒惰练习，又害羞跳给别人看，啊。。。不懂怎样克服！！但是跳舞过后出了整身汗，感觉很舒服了！!
现在我必须要好好练习和学会放开自己,要不然震得很难学好这个舞...哈哈!!!其实我自己也没有想过我会去学这个舞,第一次去学的时候真的目瞪口呆了,因为要跟着音乐和rhythm,又要快,真的很难,有种要放弃的感觉,但是又不甘愿酱快放弃,所以就再好好学下去看近展如何吧....加油加油!!!!

要改变一个人真地很难.....我现在才体会到江山难改,本性难移的这句话.到底要怎么做事情才能真正解决掉呢???啊.....为什么我会遇到酱子的问题??从来没有想过我会面对这样的情况....这样做又不能,那样做又行不通,我已经无能为力了.虽然不想就这样失去,但至少我真的已经尽力了...我不想再去做什么了!!!

啊！！这么快又要回宿舍去了。超级讨厌这种感觉。为什么人家放假这么久，我却才一个星期？！！而且时间似乎过得比平常快！！

唉......算！算！我忍！！！

这吃回来只顾着看animation...都没有温习到老师叫我们温习的功课。但是真的太爽了。在读书时都没有的好好享受，所以回到家就把书丢到九霄云外去了。哈哈哈！！！虽然如此，希望在放假之前考的试能拿到好成绩，虽然那也是 last minute work....

脚突然受细菌感染，竟然发炎了，痛死我了。星期一还要去posting，怎么办哪？现在走起路来都一拐一拐了，去到医院忙的话怎么做东西呢？又不想请假，要补回的。唉.........明天再看怎样把！God bless me!!

听妈妈说李薇在英国很寂寞，很想回来，希望她能坚强的熬过去，因为我觉得既然这么辛苦过去了就忍耐吧。但是我没有自己一个人去过外国所以也不能体会那种感受，所以一切就顺其自然吧。回不回来都好我都会支持她的决定的。如果回来了妈妈或许不会那么寂寞了。但是爸爸就一个人了。

前一阵子在宿舍和朋友发生了争执，感觉真得非常难受，心情简直跌到了谷底，忍无可忍之下竟然哭了出来，而且是很久那种，还在其他朋友面前哭，丢脸死了！但是哭完了反而觉得心情好多了，我就是不喜欢对别人讲出我的心事。所以只有靠哭和写下来来发泄一下了....虽然事情还是存在的但是我也不想去想这么多了,反正船到桥头至然直嘛...就不要自己增加烦恼了...

刚刚信了主,但是还是一片雾水,对基督教还不是很了解,希望经过了Alpha Course会有深一层的理解.也要祈祷自己要更开放及友善去认识跟多的新朋友......加油吧!!

CHN Posting

I've been to the community health posting dis time.and so i got the chance to handle with some babies and pregnant mother to check on their health status.

This was a totally new experience for me.I was very enjoy during this posting because i like to play with the babies very much.haha...

finally..

finally i've finish my night shift duty..
its the very 1st time i started my night shift..
arh...its really tiring..my life went haywire during this posting...luckily it was just 1 week for this night shift duty,if not i'll be very very tiring...

For you...

妈妈

谢谢你为我所做的一切。
谢谢你在我每次回来时都煮很美味的佳肴给我吃；
谢谢你在我每次回来时都帮我把一大堆的衣服洗干净；
谢谢你在我每次回来时煲一些很有益的汤或补品给我喝；
谢谢你每次都煮菜让我可以带去宿舍吃；
谢谢你给我的鼓励及支持；
真得非常非常谢谢你！！

爸爸

希望你在远方身体健康；
希望你在远方事事顺利；
希望你在远方出入平安；
希望你在远方生活愉快；
也希望你会时时想起我们哦！！

姐姐

出国酱久应该也习惯了吧，你的适应能力应该是比我烂，哈哈哈！！但是我相信你一定能做得到的。所以加油吧！！我们要一起加油哦！！不要每天开电脑看戏啦。（帮妈妈转告的，哈哈！）不要吃酱多零食及巧克力啦。（我讲的！！）

自己

我也要加油啦！！要加油读书，要加油减肥！！很多人都说我肥了，唉。。。伤心死了，所以我一定要加油减肥啦！！从下个星期开始我们就要每天去跑步了，希望我撑得下去啦！！gambate!!aza aza!!!

最近看了一部anime-DN Angel，不知不觉就迷上他了。因为我觉男主角-Daisuke&Dark太帅了。哈哈哈！！！如果我的男朋友像他们酱帅就太好了！！哈哈哈！！妄想中。。。。

第一次

哈哈，这是我人生第一次写BLOG。有点兴奋的感觉！！

第一次有想要写出自己的心声的感觉。
第一次觉得想要吐出所有的心事，烦恼，和心情。
第一次发觉原来自己也可以透过这个方法来疏解一下压抑着的压力！！

很好，非常好，接下来的日子就可以透过写BLOG来解放压力及不满了。
哈哈哈！！

不知不觉我已经完成了我一个学期的DIPLOMA IN NURSING。现在也迈入了第二个学期，感觉课业也越来越难了。读NURSING并非我想象中这么简单，容易，因为病人的生命就掌握在你手上。虽然护士不及医生厉害，但是接触病人最多的还是护士，所以护士也扮演着很重大的责任。无形中也给了我一点的压力。

每次学了新的东西就会有一股无形的压力，因为必须APPLY WHAT U HAVE LEARNT ON THE PATIENT ITSELF。毕竟是第一次所以根本没有信心及把握可以做得很好。哎，只好使尽全力做到最好了！！

唯一能让我放松心情的地方就是认识了一些要好的朋友以及家人的支持。大家互相鼓励，互相支持及互相加油，让我又重新充满精力向前冲刺。这就是我最好的动力了！！我一定要加油！大家要支持我哦！！

附上几张在COLLEGE的生活照给大家看吧！！