Thursday, February 10, 2011

Dream High!!!!

Recently I was so addicted to a new drama released by Korea which is DREAM HIGH!!!!
Love it love it....cant wait to watch all the episode in 1 shot but unfortunately gotta wait for the uploading every week.haih...cant wait for it...im going crazy d....

Sunday, February 6, 2011

CnY....

Had a fabulous CNY this year by spending time with family and friends....

Finally, got the chance to go 'bai nian' with my dear primary friends!!!
happy happy....really enjoyed the time we spent together.....
Gambling for the whole day,(money in and out )
laugh the whole day......
getting ang pao from each house..haha...
Feeling so great and joyful to be with u guys.....
Hope there will be more time for me to join u guys...
Treasure each minute spent with these good friends....

In the mean time,just wanna express my feeling here towards my college!!
Seriously, i hate the college veeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyymuch!!!
No freedom!!!!
No holiday!!!!
No rights!!!!!
They will always be the right one!!!!!

( jin-jiah!!! pil-chiol-sol!!!!!! shil-roh!!!!!!)

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

怀念。。。。

突然心情好沉重。。。难道mood swing又来了??
今天在看一套新加坡戏时,突然很感触,躺在沙发上看着戏,突然泪水沾满了眼眶,不知不觉眼泪就留下来了。。。

突然好想家,
好怀念以前呆在家的感觉,
好怀念以前一家人聚在一起的感觉,
好怀念每一次佳节全部人一起去游玩的感觉,
特别怀念我们一家人和爸爸一那段短占日子,
虽然是短短的一段时间,但是就特别怀念。。。。

虽然他是有做错的地方,不值得原谅的地方,但是每次想到他一个人在那遥远的地方,突然会觉得他好可怜,很想快点赚很多的钱让他能够早点回来,一家团聚,但是心有余而力不足.......而且要聚在一起都很难了... (@.@)

突然也好想念以前的朋友们,
无忧无~的大家聚在一起谈天说地,
每天一起废,一起三八,一起去玩,一起读书。。。。。。。。
真的真的好怀念,好希望能够聚一聚,重温回以前的快乐。

虽然我不是一个会把所有事情都说出来的人,但是今天真的想好好倾诉一下,也不知道为什么会这么感慨的一天。。。

哭完了感觉轻松多了。。
明天会更好!!!
一全新的心情来迎接新的一天吧!!
感谢主来医治我受创伤的心灵。。。Thank you Father......^^

Monday, January 24, 2011

Worth knowing people...

A friend of mine said you cant be with a person forever....except a person die....
But for me i do believe that life-long relationship still exist in this ever changing world.
Interpersonal conflict always happenend unexpectantly and it occur in everybody.Maintaining a relationship requires the hardship from both side. Trust is the most important ingredient.

Throughout the 2 years of study here, uncountable conflict about relationship happened.Lots of lesson to learnt in each problem, as Robert Schuller said: ' Problems are not stop signs, there are guidelines.' So from all the problem, we learnt, we gain, and we changed. I have to admit that i really changed a lot here.I learnt to defend myself more, i learnt to appreciate others more, i learnt that the value of friendship and family.................I can say that i never took friendship that seriously before..its not that i don't take it seriously but not as important as my family.Eversince i came here, meeting up with all kinds of people, becoming friends with them, building up relationship with them, living in the same house with them, seeing them 24hours....and now, we have to separate to go on with our own life in just few more months...how sad..

Can you imagine waking up not seeing them with you??
can you imagine how quiet will be without them making all the noise??
(although sometimes it was irritating)
can you imagine ur life without them after this??
Argh..alr missing them now no matter how close we are..eventhough we have some arguement before, but guess this will not affect our friendship...

Missing all my friends now..my life-long friends:primary friends, secondary friends....although we can't meet up always but i will remember all of u always...Thanks for being my friend all along..I believe that our friendship will last forever!!! Im so grateful to get to know all of you!!!

Friends Forever (^.^)

p.s: For those who believe that nothing is forever, please have faith ya!!! ^^

Friday, January 14, 2011

Bitter heart...

My heart ache so much....
What do we suppose to do with this complicated problem???
How can we solve it??
When will it end???
When will this problem stop bothering me???

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Desperato.....@.@

I seriously want a longer holiday for my CNY!!!!!!
2days of cz is not enough la...common sense please.......
those on block have almost a week of holiday but y us in posting only 2days????
why everytime we are posted to the ward when there are more holiday???
so unfair!!!!!
Argh....i want holiday!!!!
I want finish the the course ASAP!!!!
I want to leave this college ASAP!!!!!
I want to finish my LJM ASAP!!!!
I want to go vacation with my lovely friends!!!!
I want attend the gathering!!!!!

but i CAN'T just because of NO HOLIDAY!!!!!
and i can't skip class like before,its just because they said we have to be very disiplin to be a nurse........
so DESPERATE of HOLIDAY now......

@.@ @.@ @.@ @.@ @.@ @.@ @.@

Sunday, January 9, 2011

21st Birthday....

Finally,the day have come-birthday. This is the time to receive all kind of present, but the 1st thing you'll hear was ppl laughing and critic on ur age that you are getting older while they are still young.Hmm....Thats life, what to do??Just gotta accept the fact that you are growing, especially those who are born in the month of January.

Anyway, I had a very memorable and happy birthday celebration this year.My family came over to Subang to celebrate my 21st birthday.We went for steamboat buffet and eat a lotssss...They even buy me a cheese cake.So touching especially when we are staying outside, far away from family.

Besides, got another chocolate cake from my housemate.Kind of a surprise party i think coz they put the cake on my bed and when i swith on the light in my living room only i realize there's a cake on my bed.

Gotmany many birthday wishes and some lovely presents from my family and all my friends,from simple to expensive. Really appreciate it very very much.Just wanted to express my thanks to my lovely family and friends.Love u all very much and thank you!!!!

Make 5 wishes this year and hope everything will come true...^^

Lastly, good luck and all the best for Group 2/08 which are having our management posting.
Wishing my classmate, Shukry who have an accident few days ago will be better and get well soon.May God bless him!! ^^

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Starting 2011...

1st time in my life starting new year working in the hospital..hmm...guess this was what a nurse suppose to be...1/1/11- working in Emnergency Department with lots of bloody cases, non-stop dressing, running to the pharmacy to take medication, sending patient to X-ray/ ward...wat a new year celebration for me!!!

Last semester started with 7weeks of posting-it was actually MANAGEMENT POSTING..
Gotta work as a staff nurse, the team leader that handle the ward..how can i do that??im worried..1 month of management posting in Pantai Cheras Hospital- General ward A. (2weeks)
Wow....that was...hmmm..... gotta be as tough as possible to go through this.

Just kinda worried on the progression of our management process since the staff nurse was too busy to teach us detaily on everything,so we have to work real hard to catch up what actually we are suppose to do..hmm..that was a real challenge!! Hopefully we all manage to do well ^^

Making a video for Winnie as her surprise birthday present. But ended up with lack of sleep everyday..haha...now only realize its not easy to make a video...Argh...hope she will like it..its our hardwork.Saw what her bestest buddy did on her 21st birthday..that was really really touching and in the same time huge spending..haha..anyway, hope everything will be fine in this new year.

Tired, tired, tired......................
Didn't even start revising for the Final....
Worried......
Fighting!!!!! ^^